1st time in english

1st time write my blog in english..
erm...my english level can be decribed as limited as limited company(有限公司）
i hope i can improve my english...
so, i decide to write it in english
i know language is my weakness,but i'm trying very hard to improve
i know my english full of mistake (in grammar or vocab),
i was well prepared laugh by those who read my blog, who feel their english very good, who like to laugh at ppl
(anyway,i request anyone to correct my english here;i'm willing to learn,but pls don't just laugh at me,and trying to disgrace me in front of others without correct me with the heart to teach me)



I wonder why my english so weak...
may be i did not study well in primary school?
erm...at that time, i was in the chinese based primary school...
note: i'm not saying that chinese based school is the main factor
I know, most of you was of the opinion that: actually is the student's own fault,he did not put enough effort to learn english properly...
haiz...at that time, realy not realise the importance of english...
when english class, i keep look at the time and pray the english teacher faster finish her class and shut up
I'm totally lost in english class at that time, i not even understand a single sentence from her
she cannot undertand chinese, i do not know how am i going to ask her question or tell her i not undertand what she talking about...that is why i never pass in my english exam at that time
now, i regret...why at that time, i did not put any effort to learn english but tried to escape it


luckily while i was in secondary school, i met a good english teacher
she told me, it is not too late to learn...nthg is difficult for a willing heart...
all her words realy wake me up, (but at that time, i ad in form 5)
I just start to learn all those grammar in form 5,
imagine how late i start to learn that...haiz....it suppose to learn in primary school!!


In uni life here,
I remember someone said:all those grammar just a very simple thing, no valid reason that you don't know..(it hurt me)
May be not everyone can undertand my real situation during the school time...
Now, my english still the same...weakest among my friends...
Friends,if you really is my friends, please help me in the language...